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| don't want to be with him ne more lor...cuz i think he don't like me ne more...he don't treat me as good like before now....what should i do??and what can i do ar..??ho confuse lor.....he always play ps...pc...hang out wiht his friends...smoke up....drink...what the hell??what about me wor.....><" |
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| what the hell???is my fault again??today finally finish with school lu..super happy....don't need to wake up so early again la....did all the grad preparation....hope everything will be fine..hehe....want to find new job lor..don't really like to work there ne more...it sux so bad...ne ways....wat the hell...my visa couldn't get through my school fee...ask dad to pay for it now je...bitch at me for that??what the hell..ne ways......ah gor reply me today lu...he seems so busy there...i really want to go back hong kong ar......vancouver sux so bad...plus now with ah wai dou ng G dim........he always get mad and so do i....i think we both have the same temper that's y we always argue la...todat so fucking tired.....home after final..and then back to vancovuer get tix for susanna and then bus back to rmd bring the tix to wai and played MJ....wai is fucking mad at me because he fat pei 4 himself...alrite..watever...i think i am really going to leave one day..i had enough of his fucking attitude.....don't like to be treated like this lor........ho sun fu ar!! |
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| hrm....don't know wat to write...but just feeling typing up somthing rite now....couldn't sleep..don't know y...wai and michele both sleeping....and i???don't know ar...plan gun next month or new yr renew my whole xanga lor...since gum messy....but ..still thinking..yea rite like i have time la..haha..not that i have no time..but too lazy..haha.....not going to school tmr again..i think this is my last week....no problem gwa..don't want to go to work as well la..ai~~ne ways....><wat am i doing...these 2 days...don't know y don't want to be together with ah wai lor....because...i don't know...cuz he don't call me lo por ne more..or he don't say he love me ne more????really don't know ar....or because i feel he don't like being with me....when i see his msn profile only of the pix of his dog..i get so fucking pissed...plus when i see other couples being so sweet..i will think y couldn't my bf treat me better????/did i made a wrong choice???i don't know...i hope i didn't and even if i did wat can I do now?God..please help me....show me my way!! |
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| haha..halloween tmr...so? what am i going to do...ne ways...just past 2 yr anniversary with BB....good thing or bad thing? I don't know ar....cuz...i don't know lor...don't know wat am i doing lately....michele went to yxe visit her friend coming back tmr.....planning to go pick her up tmr...but...still ho mo liu......always MJ MJ MJ.....stupid!!ne ways..don't know wat else do i want to wrtie so..yeah!!haha...write again later ba~ |
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